Wow, it has been a year....looking back over this site has brought back the same emotions and some just as intense. Also the same is our Great God! A lot has happened this past year and I'm as certain there is going to be a lot happening this next year. Already on the books, is my friend, who has breast cancer. I have all of these emotions, and I don't know what to do with them. I feel inadequate as her friend, and selfish for even thinking of that right now. I know that the Lord will help me every single step of the way as I know that He is helping her. I still feel inadequate..... She is starting Chemo. this week, someone else is going with her....another friend..... I wish that I could do something....besides ramble. I actually thought that something would come to me while I was rambling.....not yet.....

Tara is starting school next week here at home. She's not quite as excited as she was last year. Not quite as nervous either. She is more sure of herself these days, and that's nice to be a part of. So I will cherish her time at home. (She's already looking into moving to Boston for her Graduate school. Yikes)Didn't I just go through that? Oh and then there is the fact that Nick is a junior this year and receiving all kinds of information from Colleges....... far away. The nerve of these kids! It just keeps coming.....Sean is starting High School. Now there's another adventure. Sam is playing football....first year...Do they have to put them in pads that make them look so big? He's only 12. He's my baby!.....

Still rambling.......still no answers.....still inadequate.......